Feb 6 | slcsux's Blog

Today was a good day at work. It wasn't crazy busy and I actually had over an hour for lunch! That was nice because we had a drug rep cater lunch today and I got to sit down and enjoy it. I even had time to go outside and take a walk while listening to music on my phone. My doc also finished seeing all our patients for the afternoon before I had to leave. That almost never ever happens! Tonight Jo and I had rehearsal for the piece we get to perform in together in March. It was a much better rehearsal than last week. I actually feel kind of excited about it now. Jo is doing really well too learning the choreography and timing. I am going to have to take my car to the shop Friday. The brakes started making horrible noises this evening on my way home. I just hope nothing happens before Friday. I'm sure it will take all the money i just got from taxes and my bonus and my paycheck. It was nice to not be broke for a week. I decided today that I need to add some new interests and hobbies to my life to take over the time and energy I have used to think about and cry over Tony for the last year and a half. I'm not sure what I want to do yet, but I know I need to do something. I think I may focus on growing my hair or finding new recipes and foods or kick my weight loss goals into high gear.  Or I was thinking of starting a weight training program to get more upper body strength.  I just cant keep thinking about Tony when he has a new baby and girlfriend and hates me. Enough is enough.  No more looking back for this girl!