Feb 11 | slcsux's Blog

I am rounder this week at work so I didnt have to be in first thing in the morning. Normally I would take advantage of this by taking a nap after dropping Jo off at school, but after spending so much Friday, I need all the hours I can get. So after watching 1 episode of Toddlers and Tiaras and breakfast, I left for work around 9. During lunch we had a dental varnishing in-service. It was pretty boring, but at least we got a free catered lunch. And now I am re certified to paint fluoride varnish on the teeth of children 3 and under. It wasn't that busy today, but somehow we were almost 2 hrs behind when I left at 5:30. While I was at work this afternoon, I got a text message from After-school saying Jo had fell and hit her head while playing tag and that she was fine. Since they said she was OK I didn't  leave early  or call or anything. Knowing Jo, she was probably faking or exaggerating or putting on  "show" for everybody. When I picked her up she looked and seemed totally fine, so I didn't make a big deal out of it. I asked if she had a headache and she said no. I went to find the YWCA Ill be performing at on Thursday. I'm glad I figured it out tonight, because it was in the total opposite direction that I thought it was. That gives me one less thing to worry about, I guess. After that, we came home for dinner, I dint know why, but Jo didn't really eat much tonight, which is not like her. Maybe it was from hitting her head, or because she stayed up til almost midnight last night and was up at 6:30 this am and was really sleepy. We had lasagna, salad and garlic bread, all things I thought she liked, maybe this week she doesn't like any of that anymore.  She will eat when she gets hungry enough.  Even though she didn't really deserve it, I ordered 2 magazine subscriptions from her for the fundraiser. One was In Style, maybe I can learn some tips and stop looking like a BOUM (black old ugly mom) and I got Parenting: The School Years because I feel like I am a terrible parent and always will be. Maybe this mag will help me be less terrible. Other people say I'm a good mom, but Idk, it doesn't feel that way to me. I guess I will see when she grows up and what kind of person she has turned into,.